Rant.

I'm torn between what I want to do this summer. The past two years I went to a camp that I really like. I went for a week each year and I really love it there. It's my happy place. I went with the same group of people both years so I made really great friends with them and the staff and all the other campers. Me and a few of the people still keep in touch and whatnot. Both years were really great experiences. This year though, we feel a bit too old to be campers being 17 and all by then. Some workers there are even 16, but they have to do kitchen staff and most of the councilors are 18 or 19, so it would be weird for us to be under the watch of people that are pretty much our age. I really want to work there, but I would have to be a lifeguard  and that comes with a lot of training and I feel it might be a hassle. Also, I don't know if I really liked camp because of the people I was there with the whole week, and they all wont be working there. Actually, there's a good chance none of them will work there and I'm afraid it wont be the same because I don't know all the other staff THAT well. Also, the concept of being away from home for a majority of the summer comes into play and I really don't know what I want to do. GAH.